Teaser!
Posted by jeng_is_cute at 10:07 PM on April 7, 2008.

Click picture to enlarge. Picture taken and edited by jjerc.
Love it! Will upload pictures in my multiply soon.
Annyeong! I'm Jeng Cute, a.k.a. imnsho (for this blog anyways) I still use another web handle but that's for you to figure out.
Posted by jeng_is_cute at 10:07 PM on April 7, 2008.

Posted by jeng_is_cute at 02:19 PM on April 9, 2008.
This is it! hehehe Curling 101. I'm pretty sure there are other ways of curling your hair but this is how I do mine.
Basic things you will need.
- Curling Iron
- Mousse
- Toilet Tissue Paper
Step 1:
Wash hair with shampoo and conditioner. Let it dry.


 

 
 

 
 

Posted by jeng_is_cute at 12:35 AM on April 10, 2008.
Being in Singapore is emotionally draining - well actually being jobless is emotionally draining, especially for a self proclaimed workaholic. The occasional How's you're job hunting? is starting to bug me... I try to tell people who I feel close to me that don't ask me already, I'll let you know when I have one. Of course I can't say that to everyone, they might say What's your problem? Was just asking?!?. Yeh, I would tell that to myself also! I know they only mean well but I don't really feel like being talked about.
I don't really understand why I'm so bummed out since I already knew coming here would be quite difficult. I already know the risk it comes with, more or less... but the feeling is really different when you are in this actual situation. A little negative comment coming from someone, which is normally not a big deal, tends to be magnified a million times and water from my eyes starts to flow like leaky pipes that won't shut off. Its freaking ridiculous! Now I'm in a good mood to laugh at myself for being so emotional like a menupausal person - mood swings left and right. But I'm telling anyone who plans to do what I do, hope you have a really good support system, or you could go crazy!
But then there are days that no amount of consoling from anyone helps you cope. Just want to give up and say that this is the end of the line for me. I'm tired and lonely and God doesn't seem to know me or have forgotten me. Its these KSP moment times when I ask, what the hell did I put myself into. I could be complaining about other things right now, but here I am troubling myself of things that are out of my hands anymore. Its all up to God and all I can do is pray and study for the next interview and the next and the next. Trying to better myself at things I thought I already know, but apparently not enough. I am asking God when is my BIG break gonna come and for me the answer seems bleak at the moment.
I am tired. I know God knows I am. But I am still hoping for that day to come when I look back and read this blog entry and tell myself it was all worth the wait. All of my patience, prayers, hoping, tears, and confidence that inspires me to take up this challenge and know that things will be better... It will be all alright right?
Posted by jeng_is_cute at 10:17 AM on April 24, 2008.
This was YM sent to me by an old YFC friend who I haven't chatted for a long time. Its just nice that the message is really thoughtful for me right now. Hopefully you also need this inspiration in your life right now.
Posted by jeng_is_cute at 11:12 PM on April 25, 2008.
My first try and i got mental block. darn! I could at least name 50. but i haven't peaked on the answer list yet so will try again. I think I just don't know the correct spelling of some countries.
hehehe