August 29th, 2008

LAH is like lang in tagalog. Ah local Singaporean expression. I call it a sentence extender. Like Yes, Lah/No lah when you can simply say Yes or No. Whatever, this is not what I am blogging about. I am tired, my happiness is slowly depleting, but I still know how much I am blessed. But somehow these past few weeks, *sigh* definetly tested my patience. You know how irritating it is when you have a plan and it didn't come true. Darn. Last month I have a plan how my whole month of August will go. Starting with sarah coming here. Then meet up with Pads the week after. Then Kat will be here the week after that. I even asked Maitz to swap house chores schedule with me because I was pretty sure I'll be busy entertaining friends who are visiting during the weekends, and some plans during weekdays. But then things didn't work out the way I wanted, now I'm a whinny and sleeppy, cranky, antihistamine dependent biatch. Oh don't get me started with my itchy rashes, it flawed my legs! demmit. I hate it! I also have been drinking coffee. Now you know its pretty bad if I started drinking coffee... I become loopy and nutty. But I don't know how to fight sleepless-ness and over working. Life is sooo stressful right now. Sometimes I feel that I should just relax and be the easy going person that I am, but when expectations are set on me, I am just not handling it well. Oh well. I swear tomorrow will be different. I think I need to breath. Jeng breath! I'll be sticking a post it on my forehead thats says the lines in Avenue Q - Don't stress, Relax, Let life roll off your backs. Except for death and paying taxes, Everything in life is only for now!

Anyway, still I am dying with envy to everyone in Manila right now who will be watching the Eheads reunion!! Waaaaaa! Eheads are like the Beatles of Philippine music! but unlike the Beatles, they are having a reunion!!! Waaaa! And I singing With A Smile! Lift your head, baby, don't be scared Of the things that could go wrong along the way You'll get by with a smile You can't win at everything but you can try. ... In a world where everybody Hates a happy ending story It's a wonder love can make the world go round But don't let it bring you down And turn your face into a frown You'll get along with a little prayer and a song. Lift your head, baby, don't be scared Of the things that could go wrong along the way You'll get by with a smile Now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye

Now this Eheads reunion brought me back to Meanies reunion. We sang Eheads meadley Xmas 2005 if I'm not mistaken. Anyway. This is us way back when. I miss this days.