It been awhile since I typed in an entry in my tabulas. My last entry was a failed attempt to make a new entry from my itouch. I didn't have time to try it again in my itouch.

Although I did have a couple of entries in my multiply journal just to vent out some frustrations. I didn't have time to replicate it here in tabulas.

Oh well

Its the third day of my vacation. Trying to take each day as slow as possible. I am so happy but it hasn't sinked in to me yet. The last time I was home, it was a short weekend trip. And it was memorable for all the wrong reasons. I barely enjoyed my stay because of the bad weather.

Now I think God is more favorable at me. My flight was almost perfect, though I had to work up to the last few minutes before I board the plane, I owe people some stuff. It was not turbulent! Thank God a million times! Then I was greeted with a really nice airport, Terminal 3 was not bad at all, although its so sad that they only use it now, but as they say, better late than never. Then early morning here at home was like Christmas morning. My luggage got ransack, hahaha. The best thing, crispy pata for breakfast! hahaha. Before my flight my mom ask me what food I want when I get home, I said crispy pata and sinigang. Who knew I'll have crispy pata for breakfast! hahaha.. and the fattening begins.

I'm buring holes in my credit card and its only been two days! hahaha. Somehow at the back of my head I'm thinking any moment now my credit card will call me for the sudden movement in my credit card. I've been swipping it none stop since I got here. And I'll even do some charging today. I'm off to Tony and Jackey to have an uber makeover! I want my hair short and wavy for 2009. But like as always, I'm already 1 hour late and time is still ticking. I think I need to cut this entry short... I'll blog again later.

Tahtah!

The last time I met Johann he was just a tiny bump in Teng's belly. Cute cute! I was suppose to meet him around august but too bad wasn't able to go home. Now finally did meet the new little guy in Jamih and Tengs life. Ang Cute! sabi ni Teng nakakarami na ako ng kiss. hehehe kakagigil kasi e... konti na lang kakagatin ko na, cute cute kasi. Next time may bayad na bawat kiss... hahaha. mahal. I want one! LOL! errr... careful what I wish for. Mahirap ata yan. Pogi di ba? tsk tsk tsk. Mukhang daming chicks paiiyakin ni Johann a.. Johann, o bad yun ah =) hehehe.

Next is I got permed! Um, really hesitant of doing permanent damage to my hair but what the heck I plan to cut it really short anyways so might as well curl it then cut it really short later (maala Katie Homes). And so did Iam and Dyane. hehehe. aliw aliw. Tony and Jackey is not so bad. Just took a little longer than what I expected. 6 hours! tagal!

I am happy and blessed.

When this year has started, I was with strong faith and determination that God always provide. He as a great plan for me. And he never disappoints. I quit my stable job and exchange it for a very uncertain fate in Singapore. For those who knew I was resigning, it was small reunions after another. Ofcourse I had my fears of not finding a job but then again, I knew the risk I was talking. No turning back I guess. My Alternative??

After celebrating my birthday, I was off to Singapore. With free - pay later lodging, I guess I was one of the luck ones who doesn't have much expense other than what I spend for myself. But pressure ticks everyday that I need to look for work. As work has always been part of my life even back in college, it was a nice break but can't be bum forever. As days, turn into weeks, and weeks turn into month. I can't help but feel sad and confused. Did I really made the right choice? But these are things only God has the answer so I offered all to God.

But there are other things that occopied my time. Which was somehow productive in some sense...

  

My Brain started working again... and God willing I found a job that is a fit to what I know. Even being called unacceptable seemed to be ok. I just needed the right focus and mind set I think I going to be ok. I have work again! And I still thank God everyday for blessing me and giving me the chance to know my worth. And to top it, God was even kinder to bring one happy soul along.. yey! Teamate!

With a few more blessing that came into my life this year, like new SFC family and friends, couple of places I could only imagine I could visit, plays and musicals, and material wealth.. *sigh* I really feel happy and blessed.