December 31st, 2008

I am happy and blessed.

When this year has started, I was with strong faith and determination that God always provide. He as a great plan for me. And he never disappoints. I quit my stable job and exchange it for a very uncertain fate in Singapore. For those who knew I was resigning, it was small reunions after another. Ofcourse I had my fears of not finding a job but then again, I knew the risk I was talking. No turning back I guess. My Alternative??

After celebrating my birthday, I was off to Singapore. With free - pay later lodging, I guess I was one of the luck ones who doesn't have much expense other than what I spend for myself. But pressure ticks everyday that I need to look for work. As work has always been part of my life even back in college, it was a nice break but can't be bum forever. As days, turn into weeks, and weeks turn into month. I can't help but feel sad and confused. Did I really made the right choice? But these are things only God has the answer so I offered all to God.

But there are other things that occopied my time. Which was somehow productive in some sense...

  

My Brain started working again... and God willing I found a job that is a fit to what I know. Even being called unacceptable seemed to be ok. I just needed the right focus and mind set I think I going to be ok. I have work again! And I still thank God everyday for blessing me and giving me the chance to know my worth. And to top it, God was even kinder to bring one happy soul along.. yey! Teamate!

With a few more blessing that came into my life this year, like new SFC family and friends, couple of places I could only imagine I could visit, plays and musicals, and material wealth.. *sigh* I really feel happy and blessed.